Springs

ok... I really need to change my mattress. I can hardly sleep last night cos throughout the night the springs kept 'poking' me!!! (Maybe because of this my spine been hurting for weeks).

Something MAJOR is rewiring my brain cables lately. I've been thinking whether I should continue fighting my way to Taiwan and work my *ss off learning chinese while doing my degree and hopefully get casted by some random director to act for their drama series, OR, should I go over to Singapore for my degree with no worries of unable to read or write chinese and after the course, fly over to Taiwan then fight for my acting/directing career?

I am now standing in the middle of the road not knowing which director to go. (Do wish I can split myself into two and go both directions and see which outcome is better. Then kill away the other 'not so good howard product' . Hohohohoho!!! : but everyone knows that's impossible).

so how? how how howard how?

Mr. Law: You can direct, produce, and act for your own films. Have your own company!!

Howard: I guess, but still need to have the capital to start off with...

Mr. Law: hmm....

My mind even starts talking to itself d.

*Pulling Hairs*

Today's breakfast wasn't filling enough, 'earthquake' is happening in my stomach right at this moment: reading scale - 10.5 , many casualties, still counting...

-Peace-